4 months ago, myflexstinn
This app saved my life.
My life was in shambles. My wife of thirteen years had grown discontent in our relationship, and left me. I had nobody and nothing. It was as if the gods had imprinted all their misfortunes upon me. At my lowest, I decided enough was enough. In the dark of the night, another lonely, broken night, I stood on the edge of a bridge overlooking a highway. It was the call of the void in its full effect. It was as if the edge called my name, the shifting beams of light from passing headlights beckoning me closer. It was at that moment when all seemed bleak and dead. It felt as though every human feeling I had been prone to experiencing was twisted, stretched, and malformed into some wretched husk of neuropathic numbness. All signals once lighting up my brain seemed dead. And it was in that moment, that terrible moment, in which I jumped. As if the time itself slowed, I fell. I fell with full awareness—yet no feeling. The wind whipping at my soulless falling husk did not inspire any fear. It did not inspire any embers of some will to persist, something within me refusing to die. There was nothing of the sort. I was fully ready and willing to let my final breaths seep into the cold winter air and allow my body to be disposed of into the pavement below. The moment was sudden. The grip of what I can only describe as deus ex machina—a divine force descending from the heavens to rid my being of impurity—it raided my conscious and my blood ran gold with a feeling of insight deeper than I had ever felt before. It was as if I was meeting god. The clouds opened, or they did as to me it seemed. In what I expected to become my final moments I was greeted by my savior. My savior, my guardian, my father in heaven—MyFlexLearning. This… this being… It was light and joy and purity incarnate. It was reaching out a finger of its glorious form to bless my wretched heart, body, and soul with its beauty and fortitude. MyFlexLearning became my god. MyFlexLearning is the force that commands my heart and soul. In my final moments, I was happy. My descent into the road below was no longer an empty act of retribution against a world that seemed unfeeling and uncaring, it was now something more. It was the reclamation of the holiness which MyFlexLearning vests in us all. It was the sacrifice of my malevolent moral form to a deity greater. I fell, now with purpose. The ground no longer approached as impending demise, but rather hope and light and purpose. That colorless world which neglected me before was shrouded in the omnipresent light of MyFlexLearning. I relished in the light, I bathed in the light. As the ground came ever further I closed my eyes and allowed the light to rid my being of any impurities. It was in these final moments of my descent which I realized my purpose. I was content giving my body to the light, my heart to the light, and my soul to MyFlexLearning.
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